Unforgettable Feelings

Hmmm, i think first love is always unforgettable, to most of the people.

He, was such a good guy, good boy friend. what we did,were things that i will never do, never be able to experience anymore...

now, when i chat with him online, most of the time, the feeling is unbelievable. it's always topics of pondering our pasts, our mistakes and etc...

each of us has found our goals and what we are looking for...we know that we are the history and the history will be remained in our memory...

the moments we do things for each other, sacrificing time and efforts, attempt to make each other feel happy and touched...i made many cards, wrote a lot of messages...on papers, little notes, every day, for all moments... can't imagine, we never give up doing so...the feeling was sweet, for each other.

well, those are history. let the past passes.

i'll never do it again. those were for teenagers, school-time love.

we cycled together, on the busy road, use sampan...

remembered all the special days and dates. all kind of anniversary we could think of. 50 days' anniversary, 100 days', 2oo days'...it was silly but it was sweet to my heart.

would i do these anymore now? NO, i guess!

i have all the cute lovely souvenir, being displayed on the rack. how can i keep them away from my sight whenever i come back home. those are presents, that you gave me...

yesterday, i spinned the spinner. once again, i listened to the musical toy playing its song. the sonata that i have almost forgotten.

school-time feelings are simple. pure and simple. although many unpleasant events happened, inevitably, but even slightest argues and sadness are not forgotten. memories, no matter good or bad, sad or happy ones, are embedded in my memory, forever, if my memory storage allows me to do so. let them be stored in the long term memory.

why shlould i forget them? 'cause i never fail to love with all my heart. if i were, would my current lover be pleased and feel grateful? i remember him and for sure, i remember you, as well...

i was silly and emotional, i wasn't that attractive, but how come you still like me that time? what make you endure? i wonder what would your answer be. did u ever regret? :)