I heard. I learnt

About guys. About wealthy guy.

About "don't judge a book by its cover."

It so happens that some of the people that I knew are " Richie Rich". Some remain unknown Richie Rich. Means that you don't know their background is that good even after knowing them for so many years. Yea, so many years 'cause I never think that asking about background is a polite thing to do. Be unknown to certain thing and treat them as usual human beings.

And some, you know they are Richie Rich 'cause they are under lime lights wherever they go. They'll be labelled as he/ she is XXX company's boss' children or his/ her grandfather is XXX big boss... or this fella is which Dato's son or daughter.

Do HK movies have so much impact on us and influence us to think that Richie Rich are useless and live a life of easy, branded and famous? Some which I came across, never need to work hard for anything like other mediocre people do. Luxurious cars and branded goods waited for them to use.

Last time I wished I can be like them. I wished I have silver spoon in my mouth or I have silver spoons all over me. Nah...

Why some people go to PR when they've family at home? They thought that 1 try is good and the last one. Last one then they'll stop. Then who knows they are the 1% victim category. 99% of survivor is not them. They falls into the "1%" basket.

I also heard that some young men, below 24, went to borders to do 'certain things'. Not BORDERS bookstore. It's Thai-Malaysia border. *sigh*

Lesson learnt: Review medical report before getting serious. (Luckily I know something about medicine. Luckily I know what is STD!)

Lesson #2: FULL medical checkup is essential to everyone to detect any inherited diseases and genes, e.g: Thalassemia trait and etc. Good for yourself and your future life partner.

Merry Christmas~

Oh, Hello~ I've so much to say in this festive season. So many stories to tell and so many NICE photos to share! But 'thanks' to broadband service in the state, I couldn't do any uploading or downloading. Ok, this's taken during one of the Christmas Celebration in my church. For all youths... I got a comfy pillow from "Gift Exchange" session. I bought a 4Gb 'finger' for exchange...
Last day of caroling, at last house. 22-23/12... Sing well, eat well... Had fun. Although nowadays Rock&Honey not longer filled with loud voices and laughters, but it's still doing good. More involvement from ANTS. Young boys are playing guitars now. Even we have young basict in church.
Well, everyone wear green. So am I~ Don't be deceived by the outer part! *teehee*
Kids volunteer to take photo with me( and for me)...
This was on the first caroling night. Anyone know this place? You'll get a "good reward" from me! 2009 mini calendar were given out. Got hair products as lucky draw. See who get a calendar with sticker on it! Kerastase stuff,k!
See, the camera. I so love it. But it doesn't belong to me.
PHOTO OF THE YEAR!
Ok, this doesn't mean that it's my best shot ever. But, well, honestly... *ahem hem* I take photo at this same spot every year when carol team visit The Tan's family. (I'll show you a series of Photo of the Year soon!) This year, I'm not with a good photographer. Someone just comment about it. I just......*sob*

Nah, so these are some random picks from hundreds of photos taken during this Christmas season. More to come, I promise. Some great food to show, nice shots (not mine *teehee*) to share... Well, since I cant tell story thru photos then let me show you my inner thoughts I gained during this few days.

*ahem ahem* clear throat

Many of my friends went to hot spots to celebrate Christmas and countdown. My sister went to K.L and some people also at KL, or Genting (*shivering*) or at China (*shivering*), Singapore and etc. Amy texted me and said she had countdown at Bukit Bintang and was sprayed by crazy crowd. While I was just finished rehearsal in church, eating and chatting at an aunty's new house. Her house is along the same street for Alor Star hot spot- BALI BALI HAI. Well, have to passby guardhouse (hate it!) and tell the house number. I wind down my car window and I heard people happily chillout in BBH! Very huge crowd. Very nice lightings. But very loud noise. (Ok, people are having fun)
So, so so... I entered aunty May's new house. Simon's house. Very peaceful green living room, faux leather L-shaped sofa. Without AV set yet. Ok, so we had nasi lemak, mee goreng and iced Pat Poh. Finally, we had grape juice, apple juice and Heineken beer. (I mixed everything. Nice)
I was thinking, how simple I am to be satisfied with this less than 20 heads' gathering.(not really party) At first, I couldn't take it. I thought, it's so normal and "nothing". But chatting, laughing (got people want to match me, help me to search for "partner"), photos... I was laughing happily. Ya, I remember I was laughing happily, from inside out.
"I'm happy with this!"
So, I made conclusion.
I'm satisfied. I'm truly happy. I feel contented with just simple hangout and little bunch of people.
Same thing happen on the actual day. I went shopping in Tesco with family, bought parents pillows as gift (OoOo, pillow-ish Christmas), eat at Old Delight, waited long for stupid curry mee, had a not-hot hot White coffeee and funny shapeless French Toast, scolded by father 'cause I reach home late for 6pm, dress up nice nice and went to church, eat happily in Christmas pot luck dinner.........
Everything is as usual as annual year. My 20 years' Christmas day I spent them the same, every year, at same place, doing almost the same thing, spend with own church families and friends.
"Am I still feel happy to celebrate Christ's birth?"
"Yea, I am contented and happy with it."
It's better and meaningful to spend it in church rather than at any other special venues. I'm filled with love and joy, peace. And it's a great gift for Christmas. You think Santa Claus can give you, Christmas tree and the world can give you? Do you know what is the true meaning of peace?


little talk:
I never believe in Santa Claus will stealthily put present in my socks at Christmas eve and all those tales, folklores... Although I wrote and received letter from Finland Santa Claus during my childhood time, I knew and sure that they might be a group of white-bearded old man "pretend" to be Santa Claus to make whole world of children happy with their letters. Know why? *teehee*
'cause last time in church, every year of Christmas, I would be sitting in the crowd of kids (I was one of those kids anyway),seeing my father give out Christmas presents to all present kids. and my father, was the red SANTA CLAUS. So, tell me why I should fancy about santa claus? I know they are not real in reality. I learnt this when I was so so so small... My house has no chimneys. And my dad went up to rooftop when he wants to fix antenna or wires. (so proud of my zero fancy to red-fat-old-man) XD
*****************Duh~**********************

I am not holidaying

I am staying at home. I am just staying at home. I don't get to go anywhere kia kia/ gai gai/ jalan-jalan/ walk walk... I am sitting at home, facing a stupid connected-laptop. I don't have a STREAMYX icon on my desktop after formatting. Celcom broadband in Alor Star here is insufficient. Sometimes I spend so much time to sign in messenger.

Someone is packing. Going to holiday in KL. As if she's very capable and smart to go up and down of the city. As if she can survive without having to talk. As if she's enjoying holiday season there. And, as if she knows something about everything... ...

Uncle and aunty and cousins and their partners are coming back to M'sia soon. We'll meeting up at home and in Penang. I so want a ROXY handbag. Oh, I heard that I'm going to meet them in Penang and celebrate New Year Eve in some kind of bar or something. *scream*

Oh, that day Friday night. I went to walkwalk in night market. Many stalls. For food and clothes and for accessories. Some are selling herbal thing. Some promoting cleaning clothes. It's considered as good enough in my hometown here. But compare with other places... It's.... hmmm.... *fill in the blank*

Ok, here is my point. I watch movie in a new cinema in AS mall. It's Keanu Reeves' "The Day The Earth Stood Still" Moral of the story is: People always realise when they are at the brink of end. That's their last chance. The sound system is ok, no complain. Seating... smaller than GSC one. Cleanliness: good. Movie updates: good. Popcorn: good. Reception: not professional enough.

Well, the ending is not-so-good. I hate the "mass". However, Vivian didn't fall asleep. Watch it till the end. *thumbs up* (she paid herself) It's her first US-human-not-cartoon movie watched in cinema.

Helpless me

... during this holiday. I am so dontknowwhattodo!
I have a lot to study but still in slow, slow, slow progress. I just found out that I've forgotten many bio-terms in my A&P topic. What are part of the ear? Example: stapes, malleus, incus, cochlea, labyrinths, Organ of Corti... ... *sad* T.T What about the sense of seeing? For support and coordination and etc.
It's difficult. I hate it.

Close the text books and I still have my research thing to worry about.
I haven't search for some articles sufficient enough to start a research or to choose a topic. (What am I doing?)

Ok, EXCEL. I got a reference book. I browsed through and I... ... found it not comprehensive.
I don't understand. I am helpless with computer things.

What else do I have? Oh, hope the list closes.

I was just back from Youth Christmas Celebration in church. I bought a 4Gb Kingston pendrive for gift exchange. And I got a cuddly-comfy pillow in return. Very love pillows. (I want many many pillows in my future King-sized bed.) I don't sleep with bolsters. I prefer pillows stack on me to keep me warm and secured.

I gave 2 of my sisters soft toys. Angel-Pig and a bear. This is a year that I felt so moved to buy some of my closed one gifts. Some I bought them necklace. Vintage.

My sister, Amy got a Bakery&Pastry book from her close friend. I think she's very delighted and would appreciate it. Anyway, she said she wants to study bakery&pastry. Not sure about her capability and interest and passion heat meter. But hope it's flaming forever. Maybe one day I can have chocolate cakes and sandwiches for main meals everyday.

Tomorrow/ Today I am going to renew my driving license. Now my sister drives me to everywhere. But I'm the one paying for petrol. Luckily it's RM 1.80/ litre now. Or else, I beh tahan~~

Spoke with Genius

Years ago. Rewind the time and it could be like 3- 4 years ago. Either when I was form 4 or form 5.

This is a friend of mine. (Wow, to say she's your friend, she must be very humble then~) My club president. High School brilliant star. Still shining, all the time.

What is it so significant about our conversation, that push me to this write-ups?
Answer is, it's encourage me when I am facing datelines and having a lot to do.

G: Do you read your Bible everyday?
Me: No... I'm busy (walao~)
G: What do you do?
Me: Class, tuitions, sleep *shy*
G: You need to arrange your time for it.

Ok, that's it, the conversation. Imagine someone holding many many positions in clubs, organization, and joining events, participating in competitions... telling you " You need to arrange your time for it."
Everyone has the same 24-hour to live, everyday. God don't give her extra 1 hour because she's cute and clever. And I believe God don't minus my 1 hour (to give to her) because I'm stupid.
I know she's very active in her co-curriculum throughout her student's life. She can be President (organise/ leads activities, held sales of designed badges, join in to design badges), be in Top 3 highest post in another uniform body (participate in marching thingy)... Still she was able to maintain the same result.

When I was facing study problems in this 2 years of study life, I remember her. Someone whom I've forgotten who is it told me, DO ONE THING AT ONCE and DO IT THE BEST. Couldn't remember who is this important speak-person.

Ya, so because of this, I will listen attentively in lectures even the next day is exam and I still have a lot to study (i mean now my college life). I know some of them who curi-curi study and copy notes under the table when tutors standing in front to teach. Sometime when I need to do discussion, hold meetings, I want myself to concentrate on the meeting. Although at that time I might need to worry for something else. I study with my laptop locked inside my drawer.
"Never touch it"
I know that once I on it, thinking that " Oh, nevermind, for a while only", the for-a-while-only gonna be FOREVER... And I don't like to have musics on when I'm study. To me, musics is a distraction rather a booster.

Even though I have case study during my last last exam. But I know that I must study no matter what happened. So I kept all the project things, and took up my boookssss and display on the table.

That conversation, with that friend, sort of impact me and my study life. That's why I want to work hard so much. Sometimes I would even think that "Nvm, no problem. I have God some more..." That is ego- when you own something that people don't have.

3.94 and 3.95 for this year. Joy beyond description. (I'm not materialistic!)

Happy Girls day out-161208

Anyway, it's always girls day out, no matter when/where... I have more exposure to girl-friends, whattodo... usual thingy.Had to drive 'down' to Penang for a MCF Christmas Dinner at Tuesday night. So I drove to Penang. With another friend for company.

...

Ok after 2 hours plus (took ferry), So I arrive in Gurney after fetching another friend, to meet up with another 3 girls... Then we begin our special day.Actually nothing so special around. But we saw Power Rangers. Teach the kids some sidekicks and punch...lolz... publicly promoting violence~~ Oh, true COSPLAY! MAny sales, but I didn't have the impulses to buy anything.

Ok, I said I am hungry. So we went restaurant-to-restaurant to search for hot deal for lunch. This is a good deal. You pay RM 100 and you get RM 100 cash voucher for your next visit. But hmmm... " See first"Price is XXXX but heard that the portion is good for sharing. But no set lunch. We're looking for sets. Sorry and bye bye.

RM 10 cash voucher for 4 dines-in. But we have 6~ "Can we get RM 15?"" Oh, new opening~" The 'promoter-waiter' was introducing some good seafood dishes. I had a fond memory in the KLCC branch when I was there in June.

So we had fun while waiting for the waiters and their manager "ohm ohm ohm" inside, preparing for first day of service~ Balloons for KIDS. Anyone can take.So, finally they 'open'. We're the first table of customers. Everyone greeted us LOUDLY and with a big 'first-day' smile.The menus are new. Now I know the rugged, old menu books are customers' fault! Oh, seafood... My fav.
That's all we ordered. (row to row, left to right) menu with tasty photos, Iced lemon tea (bottomless), soup of the day (mushroom soup), Caesar salad, (FREE) deep fried mushroom, Fish & Chips (Dory fillet), Calamari Creamy Fettucine, Manhattan Seafood platter (signature).

The mushroom dish is a courtesy of a handsome guy. The market trainer people. I've forgotten why he gave us free already. But he is very nice! (Some more gave 6 of us a permanent discount card at the end of the dish, it's his name card with the fish sticker)
All of the dishes are near to perfect and worth a good catch. The mushroom soup is special for its colour. Never seen mushroom soup is not creamy white colour one.

Closer look to our main main main course. We have many main course, but this one is a very endorphin-producing dish. I love the creamy flaming prawn, dory fillet, calamari, and surprising-crispily fresh fried oysters. Of course, to make the dish more filling, chips and garlic rice are at the bottom. The fire is to melt the cream cheese I suppose. But the dish is not hot! (Awww...)
Our bill came to a yummy RM 178. Very happy and worth it. We get RM 20 cash voucher *teehee* (don't ask me why). We got good customer service (first day mah~). We will definitely go for another good seafood meals again in near future. Definitely a good-catch~

Get back (140th)

Now, I'm sitting in my bedroom, of my hometown house. Or, should I just said HOME will do. Like 28 hours already.
Came back from Uncle John from some hangouts. Before that went to church for Sunday Service, practised carols, eat and fellowship-ed. Joseph-Mel's baby has grown up so much, after 1 month. Ya, 1 month ago I was in hometown. In between, stay in Penang, working and working.
That day on the highway back, I was suppose to drive but while driving on the bridge I was feeling sleepy and tired. It's boring driving long distance. At that time, I was imagining my friends who drive back to Alor Star. It's such a long journey. And the scene around is just the same throughout 87km! Doing the same thing, seeing, listening the same thing is like hypnotizing me. I don't like monotonous and routine.

Ok, my last 3 days of working is easy and easy. Though I seldom remind myself the fact that holiday is coming and I'm heading home soon. I didn't. It's like not-so-important. And I didn't sense that Christmas is coming until that day we practise carols in college for Hospital Carolling.

Interesting part is, I saw some handsome guys walking in and out of my working place. They are brothers. They are patient's grandsons. My friend and I were very happy when they came to visit. But actually I can't really remember how do they look like. I just erm.... catch a glimpse of only.

Another interesting is my first time seeing with my own 4-eye- a breast. I mean it's not ordinary one. HOw should I describe it? A breast cancer WOUND? a TUMOR? a ROTTEN adipose(fat) tissues? Ok, I remember my tutor mentioned the word, FUNGATING before. So, it's FUNGATING. It's huge. The smell is pungent. Huge as in A-cup to ...ermmm... C-cup?
It's look like a kind of food. But I won't tell you all here. Ask me if you think you are ready.
*So, take good care of yourself and your family, be health-conscious. Quit bad habits. They are not suppose to be your habits.

My holiday is not enough. Money as well. I have so much to do. I hope my members do their works and not just watch series, chase the latest movies. I know someone is preparing for her engagement. This tuesday I need to go to Penang. Meet up with friends then attend Medical Christian Christmas Dinner at a hotel. (I hate hotel 8-course meal) Monday night (tonight) there'll be a Christmas celebration for kids in church. Saturday night, carols singing in AS mall. Then,not sure when, it's Youth+ young adults Christmas celebration. Gift exchange on that night. RM 25 and above.

I want to do so many things in this 2 weeks. I want to do more and gain more. Time is too fast. I don't want to holiday so early. I want to pause the time and let the new semester comes late...

My K800i camera spoilt. I can't blog without my camera phone. I feel losing something in my life. The repairman told me could be software problem and it's expensive. Alor Star doesn't have any SE service centre. It's still have 6 months of warranty. Anyone can lend a helping hand or recommend something? X/

Happy Together~

And so this was my day! My happy holiday on one of the weekdays. Which I treasured it so much. And every second was spent fruitfully, meaningfully, heartifully, joyously... Even though the holiday is short but today when I woke up for work, I still feel that the contentment is as though I have taken a long vacation to somewhere else... It's speechless to meet her. (I don't know how to link, so go to my "Visit Also" for My Journey.)


We had our lunch at TAO, at E-gate, Penang. It's my br-unch anyway. No need to elaborate on its wide variety of Japanese cusines, endless sushi and sashimis... I found new <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDmb_chlI1Uznp9abvw74P1ZGQaJ3eIz6mVKaIu0hl52Q3KCK0hbEQnn5VOSSOGf8ijeRavRw6M85HVCYeqCAMKQKO628qU58HUIt921hrt4dszeEQQDGJTDEjY9ANMN978-MB/s1600-h/DSC00082edit.jpg">Very sweet and amazing for the feeling of wandering to nowhere around, within the mall. But our tongues, our mouths couldn't stop talking. Keep on telling, updating each other on new found philosophy, perspectives, new ideas, new stories. I couldn't avoid but to tell her my experiences in labour room posting.
Now, we each hope to get married by the age of 25. 25, I always want it. Dream on it. Then have babies at early age and settled down, be young, pretty mother. but sometimes reality pulls you back. Or, I might worry that it's 5 years away from now. 5 years. Within this 5 years, what if, what if nobody wants me. Nobody wants you. Get married with who then?!
Mul has become more and more mature from her life over the little island country. She's a theory people, she said. But I think her theories are getting more advanced and higher level. I was bombarded by a lot of bigggg word. Like "self-conscious"... She stimulated me to think a lot. I mean, I'm stirred by her. I want to think more. I... need this helping relationship and such friend to support me, will not condemn me, justify me so fast (or never will).
We have been knowing each other for almost 13 years old. I almost perish our friendship, destroy it with my own hands. But hahaha... we'are still good together, suitable for my future bridemaid and maid of Honour.
p.s: I am speechless. Amazing for giving me this besty...

Today! :)

is my long-waited day. A holiday, spending together with my best friend.
Finally, the day has come. We have been talking about it for weeks. She has just arrived home for like 24 hours and she's on her way down to south now. I hope that we can spend time in the best we could. I hope that everything will be fine and nothing goes wrong...
A lot of what if-s... What if I have a car, what if I am staying outside and not hostel, what if I don't need to work morning shift tomorrow, what if we can have more time, what if I can start holiday earlier~
Mul is back to M'sia for precious 1 week. And we are just able to meet up for few hours only. *laugh the sadness away*
Nevermind, I want to get ready for the buddy- gathering. I am seeing her so soon (looks like I'm so not-straight! :p) Whatever. Important is take a lot of photos... What on earth to do when 2 best girls are together. CAMWHORING, of course! hahahaha...

Give me good 12 hours and I'll be back soon. Bye~

Aww, it's so true

" A leader should be close enough with crowd so as to influence them; but far enough as not to be influenced by them." unknown speaker.

If I put a RM 50 note right in front of you, like 1-finger's distance away, can you see it? You might just detect the object when you smell the scent of $$$.

I realise this very recently. You can't see what's too near to you. I think that's why human so like to gossip about others and not their gossip-buddies. 'cause they can't see what's wrong in them.

Another thing. Just fresh from mul's oven.
Why must we be a choice instead of being a person who choose? Be the one choosing or the choice (wait to be chosen)

Is it some of the time or most of the time, that we girls are the passive side. When the right/ authority of choosing is on guys' hand. Most of the time, it's girl who need to wait for a guy to say yes during courtship. A lot of things. Why hesitate when you are given privilege to choose? That mean you are not a choice.

Oh, I'm tired now. Recently stay up late and wake up late... Come again~

What happens today

Oh, finally I can fulfill my dream-ful tummy. I can't stop loving and eating same thing even though the menu is so abundant. Usual. Zaru Soba plus another mini Tendon and a few side dishes filled my gastric space.

Today, I visited this GH, Penang. Purposely for educational visit to Continuous Ambulatory Peritoneal Dialysis (CAPD) unit. Oh, to my horror shock I realised what's the differences between privates and this 'public' one. It's like hell and heaven, sky and earth, black and white, nigiri and Nigeria, unadon and udon, mashed potatoes and marshmallow....

My point is, though they are hospitals, but yet they are different. I mean, so different. So distinguishable. General hospitals are so huge/ great/ big. They have many different wards. My place, got female and male, surgical and medical only. They have this haemotology ward, neurosurgery ward, paed-haemotology ward... a lot. I just went to one single unit. But on the way, passed by many departments. I saw a lot. I felt a lot. Many questions arise.
"How come so small area?"
"How do the staffs work around?"
"Oh, corridor is so narrow, how do the trolleys move about?"
"It's so far from a department to another. What happened if a patient emergency, need to be transferred in to ICU or theatre. It's so far... What if raining?"

I wish I can go over and be watcher-learner for a week or two to see how they work. To learn about their 'surviving' skills in such conditions. I mean, thanks to private sectors, my clinical areas are now labelled as "near-to-perfect" (though distance is 100 miles away to perfections.) Our hospital has usual haemodialysis only. So we have to pay a visit to GH. That's why.

Today, in class tutor-in charge gave us the results. Got all As but 1 A- (Practical again.) I am much delighted by my improvement. It's 3.95- another personal best. I sms-ed my family. I said I want rewards. Well, I am much determined to study hard, work hard while play hard for my next year. I want to. I want to. I want to. I am graduating soon, in 1-year's time. I got to catch hold of my time. Gosh, turning 21 next year (and someone else is getting married soon!) I want to study as hard as possible when my energy allows. I prefer study over working.
it's ASIMO robot in Queensbay Mall last 2 days ago. and the show girl. Not that good shape actually.

Besides result, we were gather in new groups to have brainstorm for nursing research topic for nect semester. It's so difficult to be a leader. I wish I can be allowed to improve and given chances. I am trying to see as far as possible in every aspects for each recommendation. I am trying my best to excel in it. It's new year challenge. That worth a good investment and focus on such great event. C' mon, which course need research? allows you to formulate questionairres, generate hypothesis and work things out, proof with literatures, journals...blah blah... I want to learn SPSS and M. Excel as soon as possible. My big CHRISTMAS wish this year. Teach me, teach me! THANKS~

I am not narcissistic. Trust me.

Christmas is coming~ ho ho ho...


In the gallery. Oh yeah~


I am just too free to play this. and too reluctant to start study. Am always heating up my laptop for many hours a day.

Got a kind sms from Anthony (KL). Ask me to see the moon smiles. I thought it's another prank until Ed told me and showed me the picture. I immediately I went out and walk around the hostel to look for a moon. First time in my life.Too bad the sky wasn't clear above Penang island. Even stars hide behind thick clouds. Rain is coming, I think. I've never lie under the sky to watch stars. Starry night means nothing to me in my past. It was like another night that would give you lots of mosquitoes bites. Snake hisses and bitten my old neighbour friend last time. That was shock of my life. I was still so young. Couldn't imagine why adult said poisonous are those snakes with triangular head.

From a narcissism I want to talk about memory loss.
Anyone can understand this? Things/ details about your important events, you may not be able to keep them in your mind fresh, may not be able to defeat the fact of aging.
There were times when I couldn't recall a lot of old history. I thought those were so so important and critical for the rest of my life. I thought I would remember all the special dates, unique conversation, impressive activities did together. I thought I would remember them forever. But at this point of life, I have lost some parts and bits of memory puzzle. Some remains as silhouette. Some are broken. Some are torn from mental diaries.
The same things are happening now I believe. She/ He might be your biggest/ hate-st enemy now. But in future 1 year, 2, 5 years or even 10 years later. Do you think you can still remember how did he treat you/ how he harm you and everything?
We always said we'll hate some people until we die, couldn't forget how they look like even their features are destroyed. Today, keep this in mind. Keep it with you. Some one knock you on the floor or just merely bombard you with many F** words, give you middle finger. But would you want to carry the emotions to the extent of allowing the issue to affect your whole well-being today. Remembering all is not necessary anymore. It's tired for those in anger only.

Happy Hunter-Shopper!

That's a week before the dinner arrives. It's an annual event, Oh not, annual excuse to buy some dress. It's time for hunting for a perfect Little Black Dress (LBD). So I went to Qb Mall and walked around, searching up and down.

It's a perfect one that i found in VOIR. But it's just a cotton one, nothing elegant than satin or chiffon. But I so love the simplicity and comfort. I can picture myself in wearing it for many many different events and functions in future... After loafing in and out the fitting room, I- give up.

So I continue to search and search. I tried a few. A lot of black dresses in fact. And surprisingly, we noticed someone familiar. New orthopaedic. (youngest of all among 40 over doctors, by mere look) My friend has sharp eyes!

Ok, I finally came to this shop. So PINK. Those are either satin or chiffon. But design looks weird ON ME. Looks not proportionate. I like the last deep-V dress. (not as deep as the first one, anyway) But overall, doesn't make me look good. I was the only one thinking and considering too much while deciding which to buy. At last, I didn't buy anything from that shop. Pity the salesgirl stand beside me (quietly) while waiting for me. *shy*
I camwhore inside fitting room. Hope there's no rules on it. It's inside fitting room. It fits 3 of us.

At last last, I bought one. No picture here. Wait until next week. Will put it and show here! WAhahaha... Ok, I still feel sad for giving up the black cotton dress. I hope I can be more available to buy it home. That was the last piece. Again I went to the shop, sold out. *thunderingabovemyhead*

And, Oh, Oh... All the boutiques are selling Autumn/Winter fashion. All the sweaters, trench coat and every knit-wears are so adorable.... I wish I can... I wish I can wear them when watching movies in GSC! XD