Helpless me

... during this holiday. I am so dontknowwhattodo!
I have a lot to study but still in slow, slow, slow progress. I just found out that I've forgotten many bio-terms in my A&P topic. What are part of the ear? Example: stapes, malleus, incus, cochlea, labyrinths, Organ of Corti... ... *sad* T.T What about the sense of seeing? For support and coordination and etc.
It's difficult. I hate it.

Close the text books and I still have my research thing to worry about.
I haven't search for some articles sufficient enough to start a research or to choose a topic. (What am I doing?)

Ok, EXCEL. I got a reference book. I browsed through and I... ... found it not comprehensive.
I don't understand. I am helpless with computer things.

What else do I have? Oh, hope the list closes.

I was just back from Youth Christmas Celebration in church. I bought a 4Gb Kingston pendrive for gift exchange. And I got a cuddly-comfy pillow in return. Very love pillows. (I want many many pillows in my future King-sized bed.) I don't sleep with bolsters. I prefer pillows stack on me to keep me warm and secured.

I gave 2 of my sisters soft toys. Angel-Pig and a bear. This is a year that I felt so moved to buy some of my closed one gifts. Some I bought them necklace. Vintage.

My sister, Amy got a Bakery&Pastry book from her close friend. I think she's very delighted and would appreciate it. Anyway, she said she wants to study bakery&pastry. Not sure about her capability and interest and passion heat meter. But hope it's flaming forever. Maybe one day I can have chocolate cakes and sandwiches for main meals everyday.

Tomorrow/ Today I am going to renew my driving license. Now my sister drives me to everywhere. But I'm the one paying for petrol. Luckily it's RM 1.80/ litre now. Or else, I beh tahan~~