saturday

my lunch at Secret Recipe. Grilled chicken in mushroom sauce.
my supper, at San Kai cha chan ting!! that's big pot of YING YONG for birthday! FREE!!

for me: Black pepper fried udon wif beef! juicy beef! BIG!snacks. not so nice. but the fried wantan very spongy. fried fishball in spicy sauce-it's spicy that's why i do not take it...

Reason

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MafI0h8P4tw

dear friends, click this!
it's meaningful.perhaps after watching it, do leave some piece of thoughts as comments.
the nowadays-Christmas has lost its meaningful and some even forgotten what's it all about. it's not about parties, discos, pub, freaking-fun night, jolly night, nor even random public holiday, nor big SALES day...

those are not reasons.

Jesus Christ is the reason for Christmas.

Toothache

I'm just back from a hated place.

Dental clinic.

waited for 1 hour and 45 minutes. even fell asleep there.

then i now ended up like this. HOT DOG LIPS

it's awful and ain't sexy as JLo.(JLo,right?sexiest lips...)

Dentist said the spaces are stuuffed with dirty things. need to clean it under LA...

worries come giggling towards (pity lil) me...

worry #1

me:"doc,i scared i bring not enough money come lo..."

doc:"do u have card(s)?

worry #2

pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain.....................................................


i closed my eyes, i never seen the apparatus, i never open my eye. it's instinct. pain reflex! (got this reflex ah, i tak tau...) i just heard the 'digging' sound.

grrr...grrr...sok,sok,sok...grrr....sok...grrr...

the 'sok' is suctioning sound. saliva overflow *hee*

i think i lied there for almost an hour. lying there helplessly in great stress.

dentist said i must use floss from today onwards. so i bought Oral B unwaxed mint flavoured floss. RM 5//

by the way, i got enough amount to pay off my bill. RM 75

just now i told grandma not to wait for me for dinner as my mouth is still numb-ing...

**i think kiss also no feeling...*giggle* ***

i don't like dentist and optician since young.
simply just because they usually make my life bad. 1, always return me my extracted lil tooth, when grown up, he tampal my bad tooth and it's excruciating and it's CRUEL!!
another 1, everytime sure need to change new spec. , telling me,
"your eyes increase XXX degree....."

I'm hungry now. but i cant move my oral muscle. just now i couldn't gargle properly also. spilt at wrong place. what to do, can't control the numbed muscle.
that's INCOORDINATION.

**wuu...*
so cham!

Let's call it a day~

Let's just call it a day.

It's like a shooting arrow, launched into the sky, pierce through the air, the air tubulence, cross over the air components...

holiday is coming to an end. carolling, Christmas Day, celebration...all done and passed you and me.

TIME

soon, i need to pack my bag once again, and go southern back to Penang.
it's not fun 'cause i'm not holidaying there but studying over there...it's bad time.

When new semester commence, then I'll be in Sem 3.
c'mon, Year 2 already. perhaps, my class will have party to celebrate our 1st anniversary when we all get back.

what to expect in Sem 3??

-3 night shift : hopefully i can settle at early sem.
-learning Cardiovascular and Pulmonary pathophysiology: very interesting.
-will b posted to cardiac ward and oncology department.
-CHN aka Community Health Nursing :it's part of my subject. we'll be going to reach out community to render nursing care...
-the STUPIDEST SEJARAH: i don't like this. don't tell me that you like it!!!
-it would be a quite-relaxing sem for me. i think it would be easy for me.


1 to 2

19 to 20

yes, the saddest moment.
please don't celebrate my birthday. i hate the feeling when people wish me "oh, you old liao!"
duh, whatever you want to say. I just do not like to accept the fact.

on reaching earlier 20, ladies have a lot of skin care procedure to do.
besides regular facial wash. the wash-toner-moisturiser easy-3-steps. ladies must start special skin care to prevent signs of AGEING.
wrinkles, spots, oxidation...blah blah blah...the list goes on.
all of these, you must do something to prevent it! Nurses are more fragile and easily to AGE. 'cause of disturbed biological clock when doing night shift duty.

see, i start to get 'busy' already...

duh, don't want to say anymore.

bye bye!

Feliz Navidad::Merry Christmas (a blessed one~)

reflection of mirror...

YO

best wishes from the Earl Grey.

May the good God always bless you people, abundantly throughout the years ahead.

it's Mickey and Minnie's year soon. well, i don't actually know what to say.

well, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Beijing Olympic 2008...yo~yo~yo~ LOL

Moments after reaching Alor Star

at Queensbay mall. background is a very nice Christmas lights chandelier.
amy belanja me at AS mall, ASIAN MIX cafe. 'WAN ZAI' in cantonese. i ate beef udon. soft and juicy beef!! *evil laugh* it's our interior design this year. NATIVITY as well! quite same hues of colour like last year,mul~ (i miss u, mul~~~~)and 26 STARS on the ceiling...very romantic and warm~
amy and the manger~

amy and me~and manger...me and khai yee, and manger...this year our MLBC Christmas tee.can you see me??? =)me, in GENESIS hair salon. the last destination for carolling, mul!their Christmas tree. they have golden-paper-wrapped boxes, tied with wire. twisted like ribbons. quite interesting... and this one, mul, the you-know-where-is-it-poster... of course, i was standing on the wooden chair lar... *hee*i think i looked best in this photo. *haha* and now i realise i look better at right angle! *keke* this fella he is actually looking for an angle to make him look fatter in photo. gigs~~ LOL

me and A.N.T.S girls! AWESOME AND TRIUMPH SOLDIERS (OF CHRIST) MLBC's Teens group

carolling~~at Kpg Sanglang. 1st house. this year was held on 22/12, unexpected early. went to 5 houses only, GENESIS was the last and sudden call. standing at the walking path and sing. matt's speaker was at upstairs, opening all the windows, we happily singing~ *keke*

Moments (before i go for holiday)

have a makan time with friends. went to the night market, we bungkus a lot 'cause that night raining out of a sudden.
my 'xiu mai', 10 for RM3. of course, i share half with my another friend.
CAKESSSS...very cheap.taste,OK nia...
a banana Christmas tree in the church i attend. it's for a mini carnival. the contest is to COUNT how many BANANAS are there...I've forgotten the exact number but it's around 1000. not to forget, those bananas are contributed by church members. at the end of the day, the pastor announced and said that people can bring home a bunch. well, i didn't.
15/12- my first time to attend a formal annual dinner. Celebrating 125th anniversary of the HLWE and 25th anniversary of the Western Medicine Division. at Equatorial Hotel.

lousy hotel food. i don't like the food. i just enjoyed the moment when taking photos. everyone dressed out their best. as outstanding as possible. some people even bought the evening dress costs almost RM 200. many people, WOW, beyond speech. you wouldn't believe what your eyes can see. they just dressed into something, that you couldn't imagine that they would be. some juniors, i just speechless when i saw them. of course, i talked about them with my gang. it's my first time that i saw people wear fur (of course not real 1 lar...), matching with evening dress... i saw a few staff nurses,...just *speechless* obviously, they are R-I-C-H! There were performances, band and dances and also Lucky Draw. i got 1. quite unbelievable because initially i never think about 'want-to'...

it's a hamper of EUBOS and PALMER COCO BUTTER stuffs. the most interested was as shown above- a compact powder as sun block. anyway, in it there were make up removal, soap, shampoo, body lotion, body shampoo and a lip balm. well, the fact is, some of the products actually looked quite OLD...

i hope i can get more photos from my friends. then i'll upload more here. happy seeing~ keke

THOUGHT

Everyday we live by rational thinking with our conscious mind, as fully conscience as possible. We do this every moment, we exercise our brain frequently. The action is somehow the same, the neurons work the same, and everyone has the same neurotransmitters, acetylcholine all those. But the outcome is varies in individuals. Picture this: A and B is hungry at 27/11/07, 2 p.m., 1 hour after lunched at CHILIS let’s say. Both of them desired to eat in order to fulfill their desire. In other words, there’s a need to calm their desire. The reaction, transmission of impulses all these are equally same. Something likes stimulation of gastric juice and saliva secretion. However, when they think of short of money, probably by end of the month or what, they are trying to overcome the desire. But B, although having not much money, but he plans to go to buy a packet of RM 1 nasi lemak to calm down the rumbling stomach. A, is just trying to think of something else to ignore the ‘message’.

THOUGHT is a very special gift from God, people. It’s obvious everyone has different set of thoughts plus values, perceptions and principles. The question arises when certain people assume everyone think the same like them. They assume that majority percept the same way. It’s pathetic.

EVALUATION is always a subjective task to do. Especially in a critical surroundings, people often assume the objective answer. I don’t like to do evaluation. Although we don’t need to write our name, so called “anonymity”, but it’s hand-written. Definitely people can identify your identity. This is the first un-fair. When they said they want us to evaluate them, claiming open-minded and positive acceptance, but they couldn’t make it. After so many weeks, we were running after. 5-6 out of 35 people evaluated negatively. So the people concern get upset and raged! So our people in-charge get into the hot pot, so we were MADE to get inside as well. Bombarded for an hour early morning when I was supposed to sleep until 12 noon!
“ Firstly, I didn’t take this seriously. After that B came to me, said the people evaluate me like this… I think for a while and I THINK I SHOULD GET ANGRY also. Things that is NOT TRUE how you all can say like this… There’s another person (a.k.a tutor), who gave you all feedback late, and you all never write anything about it, this is UNFAIR…”

That morning, the vice president informed her that there’s someone in toilet, not yet in class.
“How can you all be like that? Is it a nature call or what? You all shouldn’t go toilet at this time, you all should wake up early and pass motion. Or else shouldn’t go toilet at this time (8.30a.m.) unless ate something wrong…”
Come on, you see? Just a matter of toilet-ing!!!!

Is this openness? Is this considered positive? Is the evaluation really mean? Or a piece of questionnaire to prove their works, to make sure 100% obedience and submission? It is not work at all and is not worthwhile. I don’t see the purpose of doing it when it’s capable of bringing such an outcome and impact.

There’s no work which please everyone. There’s always conflicts and upset some people after flattering some. What for doing this? Everyone thinks differently then what’s wrong? We see similar situations in different ways. Nothing is wrong with this. It’s normal and shouldn’t take it so negative. Each backgrounds and life experiences are different. Personality may be altered and this varies from one another. I believe twins have differences despites similarities! I guess, we should live with it. Do we need to try changing it and make a difference?

Thinkings---it's so complicated. It's so real in our lives. I have been thinking all the time in whatever i do, whatever i have spitted out, 'cause I am thinking what others may think about it! Judgements come from Thinkings. People judge according to how they think and percept. Even choosing a dress for upcoming annual dinner, you are much required choose your best you could to expect least comments from others. It's very bad sometimes. And I'm feeling so sick of it. As you know, people can just pick a bone from within an egg.

Did you think wisely today?

FOoOoOoOoOoDdddddd~~~~~~~~~~~~

my NUTRITIOUS drink during my time of ILLNESS>>>> oats+water+sugar+koko crunch!

plain white will become milo-colour...

ya, still when i sick time. LU ROU FAN! at Midlands 1-stop, a taiwanese shop. come in a set. around RM 11 for this! very tasty!
a closer look to my EXAM-NUTRITIOUS-WELL BALANCED-instant noodles!
Tandoori Nan set. cheese Nan set at Gurney tower, KAPITAN. good price. i thought i will never eat this for my life 'cause of the red chicken! the impression was great. good first-time! RM 8//

BIG- CHEAP-GOOD a.k.a BCG

air itam curry mee

i went to eat this. quite nice. you know, the fact is i don't usually eat curry mee, 'cause it's spicy by my standard. but at that moment, i don't mind eating it 'cause of the scene of the 2 old ladies squat there and sell their curry mee...once again, when i saw them, i remembered my old grandma at home and some other poor ladies in the wards...

the one we ate were RM3. it's CHEAP!!!!!!! yellow mee+ bee hoon with pork blood, clam, sotong and nevertheless, taugeh and chillies...and also lil prawns x2 and also the "tao fu pok"!!!

the "stall" is situated at air itam market. i can bring you people go too. if only i have car...

***the taste: ordinary, hot and spicy in your oral cavity, but it's warm in heart. feel touch-y...(don't sue me for having too much of feelings eating the curry mee!)