In new semester

Oh, it's my final year. I can't forget my first day when I stepped into the gate, and when I opened up my hostel room. It's a BIG room, and I really appreciate it a lot. It's bigger than the one at home.

I am wearing red pips this year. And it's final year, again I say. Final year. Senior. Graduation soon. The statement my mom made when I failed my A-level and switching to this course, vividly sounding.

"You wasted my whole ten thousands..."

So, I'll get back everything for my mom, more than ten thousand, more than 4 zeros. I wanted her to know that I'll strive on this one, cling on it till the end. Considering one year is fast in terms of time flies.

I knew my impulsive decisions and the consequences. I knew and realised my mistakes. My cold passion at that time.

That was past. That was over.
Isaiah 43 : 18 Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.

So, I shall not.

Gerontology, Community health, Orthopaedic, Ophthalmology, E.N.T, Neurology - my subjects/ systems that I'm learning. So, maybe at the end of semester, you can ask me about paralysis, fractures, brain injury, ageing process, memory loss, Laser surgery or something, maybe contact lenses?! I'm expertise in wearing lenses. No need mirror. *proud*

Serious, how can I leave alone the "Introduction of Nursing Research", the major in-progress subject for this semester. In-progress means you learn the theory part today and you also try to put it in practise, you organise/ start a study. As you all already know, I'm the leader. Who is panicky and seek for the best in everything we do. Note: not PERFECT. We are not perfect, don't talk about perfectionism with me. (I don't believe it.) I have hard time on this. Got to study a lot of original articles that researchers had written and find some problems and we generate a new thing or similar one. Reading so many at once is dehydrating my mind. In addition, the Caucasians' good, bombarstic language. On top of that (ice cream), we're learning citations and references and a programme named EndNote. Plagiarism and quoting is just a thin line apart. *tskkk tskkk* Give credit to original authors. Acknowledge original. (No piracy~~ WooHoo)

Btw, a lot of people talk about New Year: New Resolution in blogosphere. I wanted to. But now it's already 6th! (T__T) Nevermind, let you all have an idea what I'm trying to do/ change in this Moo-Moo year 2009.

Plan ahead:

Use my planner 100%. Last few years I used it like 70% only. Plan holidays and everything. Get ready money for renting house at the end of the year. Gain financial freedom.

Study the best out of the best:

I think I still can give my best of all in study. I need to study more. Next half of the year I will have final exams and professional exams, for licensure or so. Need to review all that I've learnt. For all 6 semesters eh~ *pann pann*

Do not gossip or even get affected!
Ya, it's important for me because I used to be victim of gossip. Latest juiciest I ever heard was *tskkk tskk* I got 2 BF at one time, in PENANG. Do you want to laugh? I feel helpless and not sure should I laugh. My classmates said I should clarify that I have more than 2 BFs at once.
*sigh* I realised the power of men's words. It's sharper than sword. It kills in shadow. Good thing is I don't get that much of hurts compared with last time. v(^o^)v And emotionally I got zero impacts. I'm growing stronger than ever.

Love everyone around you. Revolution in me- emotionally, spiritually, physically (?!). Ya, I learn humility (new lesson) from my couz when they were back to M'sia. Do English-ed people react more generously to new-comers? Actually all human beings are of equal the same. Are all precious and honoured in God's sight- Isaiah 43: 4 I'm learning about acceptance. I am learning not to despise, not to judge, not to gossip. (Gossip is a habit, something fun as some people may put it.)

Slim down excess fat layers with exercises.
But continue to eat good. Eat more veges, less red meats. Serious, must continue to enjoy wellness of food and the experiences of dining-in. A lot of restaurants are yet to be discovered.

Anything left out will be edited or add into new post. Happy (Belated) New Year~