life today

oh yea,this time is my last posting,the forth in my semester 1.

currently in NWA.A female medical ward.



most of the patients are old age,expected.and old women are more cute and adorable compared to old men.i would simply go and find one granny to chat with them.it's great.

working on shift is really tiring.trust me when i say tiring and i mean it.walking around,up and down for 8 hours might cause my subcutaneous layer of my heel to be thinned out next time......

today i was on morning shift.as usual,wake up at 5a.m,then take breakfast at 6a.m,sign in by 6.15 a.m.
it's part of my life.working and studying at the same time.sometimes,we have theory input,meaning go to class and study for 2 or 3 weeks,then go for clinical practises after that.
i believe that my circadian rhythm has changed/modified.haha......you know,it's hard for me initially.
it seems that i'm able to accommodate now,seeing that i'm right now online at Prangin Mall,STARBUCKS. =) (just finished a sugarred doughnut sprinkled with chocolate and cinnamon's powder and a mocha ice-blended with whip)

it is 7.35pm now.there are 60 minutes left for me before i leave for home,i mean hostel!
it's the last bus for me at 8.30p.m.
morning shift again tomorrow,but it's alright.i still have enough time. *giggle*

just now,before i came out,i was having to know that our M'sia Mr. PM is getting married this saturday. the soon-to-be First Lady is a housekeeper in PM's residents.
it's a shocking news to me,thou it is so none-of-my-business.however,my emotions/reactions show that i choose to involve myself in this 'business.'
know why?

i couldn't understand.one moment people cry for the loss of a spouse.the moment next going to be happily-ever-after with another woman.

i couldn't understand lah~~~

can you guys,readers understand?

what love has become?
something easy to get and allow you to touch-and-go?
something you can call upon when your laptop need helps?
something that enable you to lean against when your heart cries?
or,
something which can dissolve your loneliness?

wow,it seems like i've bored and stressed out with love.
well,i think i'm not.'cause the Bible said We love because God first loved us.love is still within me because God always love me,and being good to me!in my life,my study and everything.
haha...

my tutor happened to know that i am so ABLE to take bus,and come to prangin mall,and online for hours.she said I'M BOLD!
and i sort of agree and happy for that.i take it as a compliment,a postive one.'cause i think God has granted me with this kind of boldness which enable me to live independantly,seeing His grace and goodness everyday.it has been in me since last year.when i stayed in Pulau Tikus.i used to do this for myself.i used to do things for myself.i can,and i enjoy doing it.

to put it in a nutshell,the saying goes like this:
live your life fullest for your ownself because your life belongs to God.
remember what Job had say?
God gives and takes away...