Living Single-ly

The Bible said,one is better than two.

And God created Adam a company,a helper-Eve.

But why the journey to meeting our own company is so hard.

Waiting for the one and only is not same as buying a pair of jeans or a shirts...the attitude is not try one and decide whether buy it or not...i actually never hold such a intention when it comes to involve in a BGR.

so far,i am still not convinced that living single is better than living with a partner.

true love exists among lovers,i'm sure. and love endures forever by God's works!!

everytime when a relationship comes to an end,a full-stop,i learn.needless to say,this time as well.

i never doubt nor deny the sovereingty of God.

Job said,He can give and take aways...

it was a typical sunday when i didn't expect any unexpected outcome.it's a sudden one.

maybe he is really unready for any serious commitment.maybe call it an end is the best choice out of the worst!!

i cried out loud alone,on the bed.i asked God,why?why so many unpleasant things happen to me at once? why he left me?it's my birthday next week,why i need to celebrate alone,again?

tired,restless,speechless...

i told God i couldn't take the pressures and the stress comes along with my terminal examination...my life was in a deep stress!waiting for me to overcome together or one-by-one...

what are the causative factors? i found no answers.

i hope we still can be friends as usual and he can continue give me some advises over my problems...he is a very calm and unaffeted-by-thunders-or-rains guy whom i could never met again and this appears in both his good and bad list.it's his strength and his weakness as well. i used to be mad of him of being too un-affected,by my angers and sad mood...to him,as if no big deal.

He,as if the one, and as if he could never be the one...