undesired long silence

it's so bad that living in the hostel without having the chance to access the Internet freely.
it's boring and not fun!

unable to write my blog,update it,i am also broke in lonely for unable to chat with friends...for my long subsides,me and ah mul actually separated by a lot of stories from each other.one in penang and one in s'pore...

my last few weeks are in a mess. i experienced an array of feelings and deep thoughts.

but God talked with me in each time of my private time with Him.

He said,live by faith.

do the right things instead of being the right person.

there were many bad things came tumbling down......
there was this accusation that seniors warn my friends not to influence me in bad ways...some even commenced in my clothings and actually the problem isn't existing...

i'm tired of explaining myself and dealing with friendship's problems...

unneccesary and effort-wasting.

i think i need to prepare to leave and go back to hostel.will update the next time i can online.