It's 3-month away

and there comes my 21st~ *blackjack*

I think, the feeling isn't as bad as last year. The thought of turning 20 was horrible and quite unable, unwilling to accept the fact!

Turning 21 on 21- cool thing!


Ok, ok, before all the happenings, before all the happy hour for May-girls, back to reality and stay rational. I, am still having a research study critically in progress. It's so hard, beyond comprehension, beyond imagination.

Good thing is: "Wow, doing nursing research huh?!!"

Bad one is: "Huh, you study what course, why need to learn about research?!!"

So, at least I learn what is research all about and all the hardwork behind the questionnaire. Not as simple as what-I-want-to-know. It involves writing good introduction of your title, objectives, research question, review of literatures, doing a good questionnaire . My future steps are data collection, analysis........ Finally, to the presentation.

It's a long, long, long, long, long way to go. But wait... everything should be done by end of April *choke*. In between, there'll be exams, other assignments for other subjects, preparation for seniors' farewell party, preparation for...... Isn't it critical? So, now you know why my messenger PM is "critical".

Everything is like "oh, dying soon...., come come come,.... adrenaline, oxygen....oh this, oh that"
Mine is more like "Oh, dead(line) soon! come come come... sacrifice more time, more meetings, more brainstorming... why like this....why printer is not functioning lah.....why cartridge can't print after refill...."

So, the moral of the story is, neglect the birthday first. Rather squeeze some time out to go home to see papa, mummy, ai wen, amy and most important- mama (a.k.a grandma). I had already decline a lot of friends' outing. As a leader, this is the simplest thing I can do. As long as I don't feel guilty to my conscience. I had say "No" to perhaps a few things. And ya, I am struggling to save money. You see, Sarawak trip and pay rental.

But, someone was so bad to send me an e-mail about *salivating* Tenji's Jap buffet at KL Mont Kiara (something like this the spelling) *salivating*.

"WHY I NEED TO SAVE MONEY?"
"WHY THERE ARE SO MANY JAPANESES BUFFETS ON THE EARTH?"

oK, got to go for lunch and sign in for work. Tomorrow is my last day of posting in paediatrics' ward. So fast that my February is coming to an end and I just realised last last yesterday that I haven't upload photos to talk about my CNY *sweat* (still got people want to read about it ah?)