Us

One day, I visited someone's house, just for a sit. Everything in the surrounding is just the same as my last visit as though thing is never change. Then, I stayed for lunch. Aunty treated me good. She served me food and I gladly thank her offer. The granny was there too. I maintain my decent gestures. I laughed and talked happily.
After lunch, we went chatting. Suddenly, out of your mouth, you said,
"You don't know how to communicate with my family......!"
I was shocked. This is to my horror and out of my expectation. I thought I was doing a good job just now and now you said so... It's unfair. Why everytime you comment about my communication with your family. Then after that,...

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That was my dream.

The scene and people were so real as if it was yesterday. It's so real and it makes me shiver. Make me tremble in grief. Why? Why? Why? What's the matter with me and you? When will the knot be untie totally? Why are you keep on invading into my dream? Before this, I couldn't have good night sleep. Insomnia despite urge to get enough rest to get ready for morning shift. And, yet now. I slept, but you came.

What is happening?

I've forgotten what was then happening. Did I still cry for you, even in dreamland? Did you scold me and I just keep quiet, accept every words you mention?

Wish me goodnight sleep every night.