Duh~

Within 3 days, I got myself injured and hurt. All with unsightly wound. First night, I slipped and fell when I was rushing to the door for roll-call. Unaware of my bag on the floor...My right knee was lacerated and some skin excoriation on foot. Next day, when I was about to go out for dinner, when I wanted to wear my slippers...My left foot sole...*sob sob* Skin lacerated, with 2 open wound- impaired skin integrity, risk for infection, pain...
Recently I injured myself easily. Reasons? Unknown. Besides, I have a big pimple on my forehead. So big (ouchh) so pain. No respond to conventional treatment gel so far.
Next Thursday and Friday I would be going through Class Test II. After that, it's the end of theory week. And got to be posted to ward. This time would be special unit, either nursery, labor room or paeds' ward. Anyway, we'll rotate eventually. After 2 weeks, it's Raya holiday-1-week home.
I was learning Obst now. Everyday there's an Obst. class as it is a long topic to teach.
Probable signs of pregnancy- positive signs-pelvis-gravid uterus-placenta-lie-vertex-breech-fundal height-antenatal checkup-stages of labor-puerperium-postnatal care............
It's definitely a lot to remember. Well,these are all Diploma level only. If next time in future, want to specialise in midwifery, there'll be lots more to cover! Anyway, I told myself that i'll never take that. I would rather go for ICU or Operation Theatre etc.
My tutor-a pro in that field showed videos and slides on delivery. I have great feelings, of course. First time when I watch it, I went crazy and semi-hysterical. I may not want to describe in too details. But the "place" engorged, man. It's all because of MAN. Something coming out,then head crowned(face facing downward), then pusing(face up)......then bloody placenta coming out(3rd stage of labor)......
Arghh~ I am made out of water, man! I'm emotional at times. *sob-gam dong*
Mothers are great. Women are great. Why husbands still abuse wife?

"During puerperium (layman termed as confinement-6/52) mother has to recover from physical and psychological stress and prepare for new role/responsibility...Worst still if husband is not around...or the husband went out cari perempuan, if someone told you that your husband was in where and where with another woman......"

Every word that my tutor said haunts me instead. I mean, it planted, deep rooted in my minds. Future is always uncertain. With faith or not, change the thing.
Sometimes, I would think that why most of the time and most of the XX are under control. At young, controlled by parents. Adult time, when married, controlled by husbands (directly or indirectly). Is it really wife(woman) should please the husband(man)? Why not vice versa? But not the type of takut-wife one...like Crayon Shin Chan's father =s
Can man feel proud if he has a woman that is capable to make decision, make a call, have a say? Decision making is important. Of course, I admit that sometimes I'm lazy to make decision, especially where to go, where to eat. Or else, I'll know what I want. I know the importance of negotiate with you as well.
Obst- made me think so much, so deep! And, so farrr~
Nah, it's not i never generate ideas or bombard myself before. But, it just gave me new ideas and prospects.
Weather is so cold, giving me watery nose. It's late. Got to study OBST~~ :(